The fear of loss.

Right now , right here, this moment, this room

Music drips on my passive ears 

like water drops in an empty bucket after the rain has ended.

I feel no pain, just a void 

I have a fear of loss, that I am bound to.

A moment taken away, snatched from my fist

I fear will leave me bleeding in tears

Mother's love will be no more

Memories will rain on and on, since then.

Deeply moved, awakened by fear

In the morning, love may not be near.

Forever gone, leaving behind

This coma divine

If I don't live forever, I want you near

If you don't live forever, I want you, to be able to hear

Cuz I will have a lot to say

And show, how I was not affected.

I am not afraid, of losing you

I will be strong, when your time is through

I will move on , a perennial river

That takes with it, all the things dropped in it. 

Deeply moved, awakened by fear

In the morning, love may not be near.

Forever gone, leaving behind

This coma divine