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Wednesday, August 8, 2012

In the midst of a letter

The crisp motion of ink instills 

A chlorinated dream.

 In the midst of a letter,

Love cringed.

A teardrop saved for tommorrow

a meter set for the 

violet dream

another glance at the invisible sky

In the salty weather

Another gulp down the pipe..

Another drop of evaporated ocean

Heart of steel

in the midst of a letter

with true love to conceal.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Window of my eyes

So suddenly things have shown themselves to me
things have left me midway
as my blue sky paved its way through the gray

I'm a traveler catching a view
the curtains inside are broken
the wind line gets through
and sometimes the blue

but I can't block the view
through the window of my eyes

I can't block the blue sun
through the window of my eyes

and the girl in green who was waiting
will now go away farther and farther
No one knew
When the reverse gear was pulled

I'm a traveler catching a view
the curtains inside are broken
sometimes the rain comes through
and sometimes the blue

I can't stop in the rain, it breaks out again
through the window of my eyes

I can't see through the mountain of you
I stared and I gazed,
through the window of my eyes.

I built and I razed a road of roses
And the lonely view was a delight
through the window of my eyes.

So I'm seeing the view
Its covered in blue
through the window of my eyes.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

The fear of loss.

Right now , right here, this moment, this room

Music drips on my passive ears 

like water drops in an empty bucket after the rain has ended.

I feel no pain, just a void 

I have a fear of loss, that I am bound to.

A moment taken away, snatched from my fist

I fear will leave me bleeding in tears

Mother's love will be no more

Memories will rain on and on, since then.

Deeply moved, awakened by fear

In the morning, love may not be near.

Forever gone, leaving behind

This coma divine

If I don't live forever, I want you near

If you don't live forever, I want you, to be able to hear

Cuz I will have a lot to say

And show, how I was not affected.

I am not afraid, of losing you

I will be strong, when your time is through

I will move on , a perennial river

That takes with it, all the things dropped in it. 

Deeply moved, awakened by fear

In the morning, love may not be near.

Forever gone, leaving behind

This coma divine

Friday, March 2, 2012

What if I disappear?

I walk through the hours just as they walk through me

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I disappeared

Will there be a warm air in the places where I stood?

I would like to know, what would happen.

People don't know people sometimes

but their smiles communicate

Its all so inconsistent for me

Think I could be subject of a great fraud, at times.

Will there be a marriage with my name written in bold letters on the cards?

Will I too get trapped in this circle of life

How long does it take to twist this key through the hole?

The door wouldn't budge, but what if I was never there to answer it?

I would like to know

If I wasn't there, how would things go?

Will I be remembered.

Will there be a warm air, in the places where I stood?

Without me, the winds they died

Without me, the sun didn't rise

Without me, the oceans they dried

Nothing to see, and nothing to breathe

Without me, I would like to know

Can there be another show?

The one that makes them laugh , and make them moan

Will there be a prayer for those whom I love?

Will the memories hold or will they go?

What would happen

I would like to know.

what would happen

 I would like to know.

cuz I can feel the warmth in the air around me.

What would happen

I would like to see.

If like a free bird someday

I disappeared

Sunday, February 26, 2012

World needs a chill pill

Waiting long hours on a lover who loves others

I've waited for too long. Its dark and I need to get home. Right now.

Just because everyone does it ,it's not fine

Just because it looks bright, its not right.

They need a chill pill. Just the right size.

Laying under shady trees alone ,stirring up the calmed storms

with the smell of crushed grass in the background

We've taken enough choices

This world needs to take a chill pill. Right now.

My dreams crushed fine like glass and gone with the last train to the last station that it could find

Think I'm doing fine, walking bare-feet on these earthy roads

But like winter bleeding, I can hear their dreams echoing on and on and I feel

This world needs to take a chill pill. Right now.

Please be still , dont make noise

The insides reverb a lot

Please be calm, we're all dying

But we won't be there for everyone's time, anyways.

Just because everyone does it ,it's not fine

Just because it looks bright, its not right.

They need a chill pill. Just the right size. Right now!

Friday, February 17, 2012

Spasmodic destruction

There's something wrong but I have to go on

Is there a new way to get the old times back?

I have a lot to say that no one loves to hear

The one's who are close are lost and far away

Need a friend I can blame them in front of

Know its gonna wreck me more 

But if it fits no logic

Maybe its worth it

There's a lot to say that I hold back

Not sure if it should be said

There's a lot I would like to ask and know

Not really sure if it should be known

I'm being pulled toward this feeling that's gonna do me much harm

I have no ropes to hold , no choice but to flow on.

I have felt this anxiety before

The time might have passed and the train could have moved on,

And I keep on wishing.

Could there be someone really waiting, on the platforms of the past.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Dont look back

(not my painting)

Go slow , take your time

Do not drag the waters any more

Kill the second fish, and you will be a pisces no more

Walk away, you are not loved like you were anymore

leave no mark

do not try to taste the the water under your feet

you've lost your way, no one held you back from me.

One more step is waiting for you

For you to be free

So don't look back

walk away

Its a new day, you've been waiting 

your whole life 

for this.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Good Evil

Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide

Just shorted my heart and mind

Now the signals flow , spin me sideways

Over saturates the blood, intermixes my thoughts with signs

I think I'm gonna fall in love, can't let you go

I think my death is at stake, valid condition

I think the inputs match, the result in question

I think is uncertain.

I'm in race condition, love

The bulb is gonna light anyway

A guinea pig is gonna lose its soul


Got code to type, a cell to break,

Got a pixel to pop and a bread to bake.

Friday, January 27, 2012


Its not the light that I've lost

It is my eye sight

Its not the face that I've messed

Its my heart.

Purity is what they talk about

I will be it for once than trying to be under it

Reason is what they cleanse for

I will do it for faith.

Under the light the lotus grows

Into the night it brightly glows

Beacon the energy of your inside

And let it fall straight onto their hearts.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

levels of bliss

Levels and levels of bliss I ascend

Levels and levels of bliss I attain

Levels of infinite bliss I mistake

Cuz levels of bliss they don't exist for me

Through the delusion I have broken free

Bliss for me is what I live

Its just another name for what I give.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Bad Pillow

bad pillow

How can you be so uncomfortable?

Your pincers hurt my neck

Each time we slept it caused a bad dream

Three hundred nights I've dreamed inside your wake

Each night I sat awake in fear

Can I list in your lust?

Can I last in your love
You make a bad pillow

You make a bad pillow, love.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Guitar improvisation on Deep purple

A recording of me playing guitar on top of Deep Purple's Any Fule know that.

My guitar kicks in at around 0:15

Its my first you tube upload. Please comment :)

A year has passed since

Sufficient notation has been derived to let you know

That a year has passed since

Since the day you came to know

Since the day I let you go

Since the day someone left me

Since the day some one new came in.

Sufficient language has been invented to know

That this compilation of people is an album 

When you're over, you can't see it no more

None of it matters as such.

But the chronology does, cuz of the people you love.

Sufficient signs have been sent from above 

To remind you that a year has passed since

Since my brain generated new kind of cells for the first time

Since my brain went on an overdrive

Since the time when tears used to be 

as meaningless as falling autumn leaves.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Fever Rainbow

Bold Match case

Push burger down 

Serene fever rainbow

Trip around town

Link all the charity

special inter-effect distillery 

Please search everyone

Appreciate the depressed lover

We're searching everyone

Its high and low and it melts so well

In the inflections of your weight

My brain crashes into my sweat

Monday, January 16, 2012


Its always louder when you whisper

Always softer when you cry

Always quiet ,when it rains the hardest

Always deeper when you lie

Are you in need of a surrogate?

When the truth within you dies

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Special treatment

Make as sandwich
Sandwich is made

Make a wish
A wish is queued 

Pay the bill
Money has been arranged

Loan a car
A wife has been stolen

Watch the clock
Tie it to my hand

Went to sleep
A lie would happen.

Saturday, January 14, 2012


When there's wind in the canyon

I can feel it down my spine

If I were to say to you

That I think of you , all the time

Would you be here with me

Coming back to life?

I know you can't be born again

Not as you were

But the memories you left within

Are deep and alive.

Can I just hold you for real

In the dreams I know I can

Its a wish, cuz I miss you

For the good times that we had.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Dear Sleep

Dear Sleep

Can I touch you one more time

I don't mean no harm

No fun, no fooling

But I need you.

Don't take it wrongly

I don't know if its true yet

Lets not be so sure.

But I need you.

I want you with me at night

I want you to be all mine

I think about you sitting in the classroom

I miss you . And when I'm with you,

I'm dreaming.

Monday, January 9, 2012

From void to void

When the time was right

y'should have left

It pulled you back

made you smile

How does it feel

To be binded all the time

blinded every while

meant for pleasure

born to be wild

Now shes sad all the time

Fat when shes sat

Crying all the time

Lying all the while

Hiding her eyes

Faking her smiles

Pushing her limits

Moving from void to void.

Monday, January 2, 2012